AlucardWesker666

Something that got me thinking based on 's post. In all honesty I am a weird individual and thats not exactly a surprising statement if you know me in any way. However what some may not know is I create myself as an individual through the infusion of other's personalities and ideals. So I may as well as list off the largest chunks I draw from.

The first and most primal would have to be Destroyah and Godzilla. As a kid the kaiju where by all means catharsis by proxy. Godzilla originally being the main focus before shifting over to Destroyah having a similar background to the king but taking it to an extreme, lashing out but taking pleasure from it. Hey I never said I was a GOOD person.

Another early influence would be Orochimaru, the man piqued my interest something fierce. Someone who could become anyone on a whim, horrifyingly powerful and on top of that desired more to simply find out who he was. Ringing a bell? Orochimaru was the basis for my own ideals on taking on others to create something new. Doesnt help he was an anarchist and well chaos IS something I love.

Darth Sidious was a rather interesting but relatively small influence compared to another I have yet to bring up. The man is evil plain and simple but he is just so in love with his own diabolical nature I cant help but go along with it.

Albert Wesker. We come to another very LARGE influence as when I first encountered him his strength is what made me look twice and then when I looked into his ideals and demeanor it clicked for me. Through him I gain my own pragmatic if could side and ruthlessness. His personality and mannerisms have actually gotten me through periods of life especially when it comes to people I disdain. That and I personally find his plan for the world to be very interesting and practical on some levels, the only thing I am not a fan of is the god complex. Removes any real growing possibilities.

Herr Major. Yet another massive influence. Major is someone I embody rather frighteningly closely. His utter mania of destruction and love of the battlefield has certainly rubbed off not only that but his for-planning. If you where to just listen to the man you would understand his infectious personality. Through him I learned the pleasures of not only victory but defeat and the moment itself.

Alucard. In the same vein as Major Alucard clearly enjoys what he does but some of it is a mask to cover some dark and quite frankly tragic internal feelings and I can not only sympathize but relate. Especially when it comes to his ideals of humanity. I truly tire of being constantly right about our species and so wish to remove myself from it. Then again like Alucard I WANT to be proven wrong. I want our species to do something great and grow out of our squalor and hatred for eachother.

Discord. It is rather obvious I am advocator for chaos and early villainous Discord embodies my own chaotic playful side, the light hearted aspects of chaos that make life interesting and not so dull.

Bill Cipher. If Discord is my light hearted side Bill is my malicious side. Very few people see that part but those who have dun goofed hard. This aspect of me is reserved for tormenting and toying with those whom I feel truly deserve it which is very few.

Speaking of Chaos the four chaos gods are something to learn from and look up to at times.

Khorne- While being a deity of blood and violence there is some wisdom to be gleaned from Khorne. Khorne despised cowards and quite frankly is rather honorable in combat. This and he is a clear advocator for survival of the fittest something I cant find many downsides to these days *coughs* tide pods *coughs*. In the words of George Carlin, do kids even know what a fuckin stick is anymore?

Nurgle- Nurgle is the plague god. Despite being a creature of despair he and his kin are rather jovial. Nurgle teaches us how to endure and not worry about hardships so much. He is also the lord of stagnancy and cycles being rather close to nature incarnate. But he is my least favorite of the pantheon which is rather telling of my own weaknesses isnt it?

Tzeentch- one of my patron deities, the Lord of Change is exactly that change incarnate which is always welcome being neither benevolent nor malevolent. Tzeentch is also the lord of knowlege while he is the patron of cruel schemes and devious plots without Tzeentch there too would not be anyone clever enough to stop said schemes and nothing would ever get done.

Slaanesh- My favored of the pantheon and personal patron. Slaanesh is the lady of indulgence and exess, as well as perfection. Slaanesh is perhaps the most obviously self gratifying of the gods but tits through her that we can continue to hone ourselves into something better and have good times along the way, but without slaanesh there too would not be any hard times to make those happy moments mean anything.

Frieza is also a rather interesting influence, I personally strive to embody his eloquent mannerisms but at the same time to caution myself from his failings. Its rude to play with ones food for too long after all. But then again sometimes I sadly fall into the same trappings.

These two are very recent but I can already tell they are something big. Junko Enoshima the Ultimate Despair and Tanya Degurechaff. For Junko its rather easy to see, a manic woman hellbent on sewing despair into everyone? Hell yes please. While that does go against parts of myself its something I cant help, I enjoy watching those who deserve it break down slowly over time, or I feel elation whenever a villain wins. I do so enjoy indulging my own dark desires whenever possible even if it is just a simple power trip by proxy, unlike most people I can admit to myself I am in no way a good creature on the inside. Like the Major she is unbothered by any losses and in fact welcomes it just the same and that is something I am currently learning. As for Tanya her villainy is very interesting to watch but not something I havent already incorporated. No its her forethought and battle tactics I wish to take in to hone my own mind further and plan for the future in extreme detail the same as she does.

George Carlin. This comedian speaks to me a great deal, I cant help myself but agree with virtually everything he says. Truly he was a fascinating mind far ahead of his time.

Music is also a rather large influence on me. Certain songs may describe my current mood or soothe me, its something I enjoy quite a bit. My favorite bands maybe Rammstein and Disturbed but thanks to the Godzilla franchise I have a massive love for orchestra as well.

Kaltes, you are a continuous influence on me. You are not only my brother in arms but someone whom I strive to keep up with in my own way. While I remain an inky blackness you are above that and its something I can handily respect on multiple levels, but at the same time you get me, despite my constantly churning and changing ways you know me on a deep level and thats something I will forever adore. *chuckles* in fact the only other who can keep up with me is my girlfriend who I hope you'll be fast friends with on your arrival. Heres to our glorious war on the world! Our declaration of war with every breath we take and our continuous survival!

I be stealin yer memes again owo

Favorite movies of the years I've been alive!

1995: Godzilla vs Destroyah

1996: DragonHeart

1997: The End of evangelion

1998: The Prince of Egypt

1999: The Mummy/ Deep Blue Sea/ Godzilla 2000

2000: Ginger Snaps

2001: Lord of the Rings Fellowship/ Harry Potter and the Philosopher's Stone/ The Mummy Returns/ Spirited Away (THANK YOU MIAZAKI)/ Godzilla Giant Monsters all out attack

2002: Harry Potter and the Chamber of Secrets/ The Pianist

2003: Lord of the Rings Return of the king/ Kill Bill vol.1/ Freddy vs Jason

2004: Troy/ Van Helsing

2005: King Kong/ War of the Worlds/ Revenge of the Sith (all palpatine)

2006: Pirates of the Carribian: Dead Man's Chest/ Night at the Museum

2007: Sweeney Todd/ Beowulf

2008: The Dark Knight

2009: Zombie Land/ Coraline

2010: How to Train Your Dragon/ Clash of the Titans (not as good as the original but enjoyable)

2011: Rango

2012: Dark Knight Rises

2013: Pacific Rim

2014: Godzilla/ Dracula Untold

2015: Star Wars: The Force Awakens/ Jurassic World

2016: Shin Godzilla (hands down best of the year)/ Deadpool

2017: Star Wars: The Last Jedi/ IT/ Alien Covenant

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1. Major
2. Discord *College professor gave me this one*
3. Alucard Wesker

THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU'VE HAD:
1. AlucardWesker666
2. Major
3. DiscordCipher

THREE THINGS YOU'VE DONE IN THE LAST 33 MINUTES:
1. Watched Drawfee
2. Watched JohnTron
3. Watched this.

THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF: 
1. My utter mania.
2. My charm.
3. My analytical ability.

THREE THINGS YOU DISLIKE ABOUT YOURSELF: 
1. Laziness.
2. Nothing off the top of my head.
3. Still nothing.

THREE PARTS OF YOUR ORIGINS:
1. Childhood torment.
2. Studying and eventual hatred of humanity
3. Studying and incorporation of several villains into myself to create my own views.

THREE THINGS YOU'RE AFRAID OF:
1. Eventual heat death of the universe.
2. Oblivion.
3. Jump Scares. FUCK THEM TO HELL.

THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1. Nightmare shirt.
2. Sweatpants
3. Kiryu hat

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. My mind.
2. Phone.
3. Internet.

THREE IMPORTANT PERSONS in YOUR LIFE:
1. Acen
2. Kaltes of course my daily meme provider *sniffs*
3. My internet friends.

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS:
1. Rammstein.
2. Disturbed.
3. Internet creators.

THREE WAYS TO BE HAPPY:
1. Be true to yourself and what you are. Corny as it may sound, this is a large reason as to why I'm still here. Self acceptance. Even if it makes me outcast, fine then. That's a small price to pay for real happiness that many can only ever dream of. Also, falling in love is pretty amazing too. * cant fuck with this its just true*
2. Creativity.
3. Watch a great movie.

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS AT PRESENT:
1.
2.
3.

THREE NEW THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS:
1. Expand my channel
2. Get back into traditional art
3. Watch more movies that I have not yet seen.

THREE THINGS YOU REGRET:
I can comfortably say I regret nothing. Dwelling on the past does nothing for me. I need to pave towards the future and quite rankly revel in my schemes and chaos fuhehehe.

THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP:
1. A deep, intimate, soulful connection.
2. Understanding.
3. Happiness.

I already have all this.

THREE IMPORTANT THINGS YOU'VE GIVEN TO THE WORLD: 
1. A place for others with my brand of darkness to connect to
2. My work.
3. My unique perspective.

TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE (in order): 
1. I desire eternal life.
2. I delight in dark humor and utterly vile things.
3. I think Trump makes a wonderful president.

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU LIKE IN THE OPPOSITE SEX:
1. A dark kinship

2. Piercing eyes. *cant deny this, I just want to hug her! X3*



3. Predatory features and ambition. But not too ambitious to eclipse me.

THREE EMOTIONAL THINGS YOU LIKE IN THE OPPOSITE SEX:
1. Connection and understanding.
2. Strength and reliability, someone who has me covered no matter what.
3. An open mind.

I have all these too.

THREE THINGS YOU JUST CAN'T DO:
1. Spout on about my latest obsession.
2. Not daydream constantly.
3. Not get online everyday.

THREE THINGS YOU MISS FROM YOUR PAST:
1. Some of my stuff left back in NY
2. A couple of childhood toys that where lost to time and violent room cleanings from mother.
3. Everything else lies in my future to take.

THREE GIFTS YOU WOULD LIKE TO RECEIVE:
1. An army would be nice or expansion to what I already posses.
2. Tickets to Comicon
3. *shrugs*

THREE REASONS WHY YOU ARE WHO YOU ARE:
1. Hatred
2. Critical thinking
3. Connections and reaffirming who I am and what I can add to make more of myself.

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1. watching movies
2. Model building and painting
3. Playing games

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1. Finish this meme.
2. Browse online more.
3. Get work over with

THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:
1. Online personality
2. Overlord would be nice. 
3. I guess being a director would be great too. Won't happen though.

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO:
1. Germany.
2. Japan.
3. Australia.

THREE CARTOON OR ANIME CHARACTERS:
1. Major.
2. Esdeath.
3. Yuno Gasai.

THREE BOY’S NAMES:
1. Montanna Max
2. Albert Wesker
3. Alucard

THREE GIRL'S NAMES:
1. Seras Victoria
2. Kurumi Tokisaki
3. Hatsune Miku

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. Finding a cure for death would be nice.
2. Open a rift and send forth the bowls of hell.
3. Conduct a war, best music there is.

Stolen from is that any real surprise?

Stole from shocker right?

Nothing in any particular order its mostly off the top of the head.

Rules
1. Name 10 of your favorite characters from 10 different fandoms.
2. Tag 10 people.

1. Destroyah

2. Gyaos

3. Albert Wesker

4. Herr Major

5. Magnus the Red: Daemon Primarch of Tzeentch and the Thousand Sons legion

6. Darkeater Midir

7. Emperor Palpatine

8. Freddy Krueger

9. Alduin the world eater

10. Bill Cipher

I won't be tagging anybody since plenty have been tagged already.

I must first begin by saying I was inspired by my closest friend and bother in arms to write this. In three days it would have been one year since I've seen Funimation's subbed release of Shin Godzilla. If we are being honest here whatever leaks we've gotten had hyped me to hell and back despite my efforts to contain it.

The director. When I heard that the Director would be Hedeki Anno I nearly lost it. I had recently seen the anime Neon Genesis Evangelion and I was VERY excited as to see what the twisted man would bring to the series. I knew from the getgo that because of Anno this film would be a radical departure from the norm of the series and would undoubtedly divide the fans much like Evangelion did back in 1995, but it would be GUARANTEED to be impactful and successful and would probably be talked about for years to come. I was legitimately excited as I knew it would be deep and something I would enjoy and had utter confidence in this film's success because of that man and his reputation.

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The leaked images. When I saw these images I was immediately hyped even more because I knew what direction Anno was bringing this. He wanted to make a twisted abomination that was horrifyingly mutated by the awesome power that is nuclear energy. I was very glad to know that my assumption was right after viewing the film. The twisted red and charred black visage and needle like teeth brought to mind Destroyah my alltime favorite kaiju and one I can identify with and that will always get points in my book. I had even had confirmation from Matt Frank that the film was indeed good and I most certainly trust the man's judgement.

October 16th 2016,
This day ... was a day I will remember for a very long time. This was the second japanese godzilla film I had seen in theaters the first being godzilla 2000. Now with G2k I dont remember the experience much as I was only 5 and it was a public theater, with G14 it was again different because I was preparing for another shitty american remake and was pleasantly surprised. For this film however I was very excited because it was my first true japanese G film I can experience in the theater with other hardcore G fans and remember it, and KNOW it would be good. I even brought one of my friends who had never seen another Godzilla film other than Rolland Emmrich's disaster and he was blown away by it. There are so many moments in this film where I had a .. moment for  lack of a better term. During the opening with the floating yacht I had a feeling of dread even if it was unintentional. This ship was deserted with only some research a folded origami bird and shoes left behind. With my knowledge of japanese culture the shoes immediately told me the man committed suicide and thats where my dread came from but I wasnt allowed to stew on it as Godzilla immediately starts shit. When the film then moves to the politics I was one of few people in the theater who was actively laughing at the glacial pace and scathing commentary on the politics, it is masterful social commentary. I was also very impressed with Kamata-Kun (or huggy gushy G) as it moves ashore I could easily pick up on the tsunami imagery. If you look at the cuts when Kamata is moving up the river and eventually onto land and then actual tsunami footage you will see an uncanny resemblance.



And this fuckin thing! I LOVE the attention to detail for Kamata-Kun. As it moves ashore its body slowly copes with the land and has so much detail that screams marine organism. Eventually it decides and you can see when and the gears turning that it needs to evolve further to cope with the land. I also appreciated the humanity the prime minister had. The people felt like real people reacting to a real situation even when the Prime Minister halts any fire on Shin's 3rd form no one faults him because of his reasoning. Other pluses include the score when some themes pulled from evangelion showed up I was grinning from ear to ear, and when Shin himself appeared again in his final form with the classic godzilla march I was one of many cheering and I'll tell you what I have NEVER in my life cheered in a theater before nor clapped but I was doing both. I was disappointed in G14 for not having the Godzilla March but this film is the perfect storm of thought, horror and action. I can barely describe it. This film is something to be felt rather than just seen and I have absolutely NO regrets for seeing it in theaters. I want to build my own home theater just so I can relive it and invite all my close friends to watch it. If you're not the type to be entertained by this film thats fine but in no way can you call this film bad. It is a masterpiece cinematically and emotionally. This film is my second favorite film in the entire franchise just below Godzilla vs Destroyah and just above GMK. If you sit down and really think about this film there is a LOT to think about. Even the ending is something that will undoubtedly cause discussions for YEARS if this film doesnt get a sequel and you know what I'm ok with this being a standalone because it is that damn good.

This is a film I will never forget and left a noticeable impact on me. If I was forced to rate this film it would be a solid 9.5/10 only lowered by some subpar japanese CG but they did damn good with what they had.